hyoyeon!

2012-01-28T00:39:00.004+08:00

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger,
Stand a little taller, doesn't mean i'm lonely when i'm alone.
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter,
Footsteps even lighter, doesn't mean i'm over cause you're gone.

2012-01-25T01:52:00.012+08:00

Complete collection of Hyoyeon Official HQ Photos

Official Group HQ Photos

Complete collection of Hyoyeon photocards
From top left: Japan Arena Tour Photocard, Genie Photocard, Gee Photocard, Mr Taxi Photocard, Mr Taxi Repackage Photocard.
From bottom left: The Boys Photocard (my very first pc), Hoot Black & White Photocard, Hoot Coloured Photocard, Oh! With Border Photocard, Oh! Photocard.
And lastly the two Oh! group photocards

Official Hyoyeon S♥ne Photocards

love these 2 cards alot! because only official sones can buy these cards. had it shipped in from korea. the back of the cards are hyo's message and printed signature!

Season 1 Hyoyeon Star Cards

Season 2 Hyoyeon Star Cards

Season 2.5 Hyoyeon Star Cards

Hyoyeon Merchandises

Everysing Official Notebook, Everysing Official Badges (2 versions), Girls' Generation 2011 Tour Official Badge and Notebook, Vita500 Official Drink, Official Genie Handphone Strap and 1st Asia Tour Offical Handphone Strap.

Hyoyeon Postcards

Courtesy from soshigoods seller that gave them to me as freebies when i bought hyoyeon stuff from him ^^ not sure if it's official, but i know it's only found in korea.

Extras and non-official cards

Courtesy from an ebay seller that gave me the common star cards as freebies when i bought the sone photocards from her ^^ but actually can't really count them as extras cause strictly speaking they're different from the star cards i already have. it's the same picture but those that i already have are holos or foils and these are normal star cards.

Official Hyoyeon Files
Girls' Generation Tour 2011 Official File, SM Town '10 Live World Tour Official File, Everysing Official File, Everysing Oh! Official File, Everysing Hoot Official File, SM Town Live World Tour in Paris Official File, Everysing Hoot Group Official File, Everysing Oh! Group Official File.

Official Hyoyeon SPAO Oh! T-shirt

Official Hyoyeon Goobne Mini Poster
Girls' Generation Tour 2011 Poster

Girls' Generation Japanese Album Repackage Official Poster

Now only showing one out of the two posters.

The Boys Album Official Group Poster

The Boys Official Hyoyeon Individual Poster

Mr Taxi Repackage Album Official Poster

Girls' Generation Japanese Single Genie (Korean Version) Official Poster

Goobne Official Poster.
One side with all 8 other members and the other is a full size Hyoyeon's picture.

Girls' Generation Albums
As you can see, i only have the more recent albums. Paradise in Phuket Dvd, Girls Generation Genie Japanese Single (Korean Version), Girls' Generation Japanese Album (Limited Edition), The Boys, Mr Taxi Repackage, Girls' Generation Repackage Album. Waiting for Hoot, Gee, Baby Baby Repackage and 1st Album Girls' Generation to arrive!

Girls' Generation Official Photobooks

Japan 'Holiday' Photobook and All About Girls Generation Paradise In Phuket Dvd Preview Photobook. waiting for Girls In Tokyo Photobook to arrive!

Girls' Generation 2012 Official Diary

Totally loving the postcards with printed signatures that came with it! now i'm regretting not buying the wall calendar! ):

Girls' Generation Tour 2011 Bundle
Soshified Shirt, Lightstick and Foam Heart. And the box for the official lightstick which i took from may since i didn't buy the official lightstick. Would have been perfect if hyo threw back to me the foam heart which i wrote her name on! Whoever who caught it is one hell of a lucky guy/girl. I threw the heart up for hyo! ):
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Honestly, i'm so freaking proud of my hyo's collection. Not exactly 100% complete yet but at least i'm almost there. My starcards and photocards are so precious to me that i even went to popular to get hard cover casings to store them. And now, just staring at my collection brings me so much joy and satisfaction. I love them to bits! About two months of time, effort and money spent working on hyo's collection. That's how much i love her. But for now, my dearest SM, give me a break. Too many merchandises being released, i can barely keep up with it! I need time to earn money, especially after spending a bomb to attend their concert in SG. 12th Feb 2012, Girls' Generation 2012 Tour in Bangkok, here i come!

Kim Hyoyeon; you make my life complete.

2011-12-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

B, stop it, seriously. move on and stop bringing up the past. because i don't give a damn about it and you anymore. stop asking these stupid questions cause i honestly don't know how to answer them. so goodbye, and i mean it.
because life's been awesome, without you.

this blog is so dead, exactly why i'm coming back to it (:

091211 ♥ ; kimhyoyeon, you make my life complete

what goes around comes back around.
so when i think of the time that i almost loved you,
you showed your ass and i saw the real you.

thank God you blew it, i thank God i dodged a bullet,
i'm so over you. so, baby, good lookin' out,
oh yeah, i bet it sucks to be you right now;

2011-11-22T13:26:00.006+08:00

Mr. Know It All
well ya think you know it all
but ya don't know a thing at all
yeah baby you don't know a thing about me

Mr. Play Your Games
only got yourself to blame
when you want me back again
but i ain't fallin' back again;

2010-10-26T00:43:00.004+08:00

MOVED!

hahaha couldn't resist the temptations of tumblr. after all i've been spamming this blog with nothing but pictures so i might as well just switch. oh well, goodbye dear blogspot. thankyou for serving me faithfully for three long years (:

2010-10-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

PROMOS ARE OVER!
:D

2010-09-07T21:56:00.005+08:00

cheryl officially owes me 320 photos!
anyway, time to do a proper post. probably next month. for now, i should just focus on the books. hey babes, we're gonna make it through, together
(:

maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano;
just gonna stand there and watch me burn. but that's alright because i like the way it hurts. just gonna stand there and hear me cry. but that's alright because i love the way you lie.

2010-08-07T00:07:00.007+08:00

study. dance. smile. love.

다시는 이렇게 사랑안할꺼야. 지우다 지우다 너를 지워보다.

2010-07-06T01:29:00.005+08:00

the pictures say it all; ♥

no, i never told you. i just held it in. and now, i miss everything about you. can't believe that i still want you. and after all the things we've been through, i miss everything about you

2010-06-07T22:16:00.001+08:00

loveyou babes/fruits!
♥♥♥♥♥
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another awesome experience with
meridian jc dancers;

ت

2010-05-27T23:26:00.001+08:00

and now, im just waiting for colosseum pictures!
:D

2010-05-16T23:18:00.004+08:00

ELYSIUM II: THE REVIVIAL
thank you so much dancers ♥

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
i could really use a wish right now, wish right now.

2010-05-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

FIVE DAYS TO ELYSIUM II
the past week has been really tiring for all of us.
napfa, vetting and practices everyday (yes including sat and sun)
but we're almost there, so hang on dancers.
the tears and pain will all be worth it at the end ♥

2010-05-02T19:20:00.002+08:00

thirteen days to ELYSIUM II
hang in there, dancers.

Goodbye my almost lover, Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance, my back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

2010-04-19T02:15:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
you guys mean the world to me

2010-04-15T23:20:00.001+08:00

two days ago, i was denied from something i've been living for the past one month.
i truly felt like my life was crumbling down. i felt like i was dead, inside out.
i cried at the sight of any of them, cried at lectures and tutorials, cried when people try to cheer me up, cried when people smile at me.
i just had to cry to make sure i stayed alive.

and now, two days later, i realise i can't keep going on this way anymore.
because the truth is i've let all those awesome people around me down.
so why am i still letting them go through this emotional shit period with me.
i am not being fair to any of them.

i promise i'll be fine, for you guys
thank you all so much, so much, so much ♥

This could be good, it's already better than last
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And i'm in love and i'm terrified
For the first time, in the last time

2010-04-03T15:58:00.000+08:00

can't believe it but it's april already
did time just freaking flew past me? cause everything feels so unreal.
anyway it was movie marathon yesterday. had a blast with those people :)

and wednesday, yes wednesday.
i really don't know how i'll react if i don't make it through.
maybe a breakdown, one of those yell at everyone, cry until i fall, and can’t breathe kind of breakdown. then hopefully, i’ll feel a bit better.
and if not, then at least people know that i'm not okay.

now, jinghiang, do your work.
gp essay, biology test (three freaking chapters),
chemistry gases assignment and maths recurrence tutorial.
weekend - burned, once again.

i was actually terrified of you,
because you made me feel something
you take my breath away, everytime
what you do, so naturally

2010-03-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

life's being a bitch this week. serious.
i've counted. i've slept 8.5 hours the past four days.
do the math and you'll realise i have about 2 hours of sleep each day.

but somehow, i still feel good because i feel accomplished.
for the first time in my life i actually finished my holiday homework, by myself.
i can now keep up with lessons (except biology -.-)
my group has actually finished PBL despite having one more week to go to deadline.
i actually feel healthier thanks to all those running.
and i finished the task for house comm! (ultimate satisfaction)
:D

no, i'm not turning into a mugger.
because i still do crazy things with those people during breaks! ♥
and yes, they + you are what keeps me going. plus eyecandy 1 and 2! haha!
alright, off to make that 8.5 hours in 4days become 14hours in 5 days!
GOODNIGHT WORLD :)

i’m not saying i’m in love.
i’m just saying that lately, he’s all i think about.
baby, you got a hold on me like gravity
pulling me back, pulling me in

2010-03-19T13:57:00.000+08:00

Fall, with you i fall so fast.
Well, i've hit that bottom.
Crash,
i can't fight this feeling anymore.

2010-03-15T01:11:00.005+08:00

edited/.

yes boy, the picture speaks volumes.
im so tired of all the shit i went through the past 2 years. and i'm so glad its finally over. did you know how much you used to mean to me? but now you’re just another face in the crowd. can't believe that this is the kind of impression of you im taking away with me today. but i hope you'll prove me wrong.
i know you'll prove me wrong.

Lately i've been thinking about what i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that i couldn't follow through
So believe me, i am sorry
I wanted you to be there when i fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one i love
I wanted you to know just how down deep i wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But i'm done i just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And i think we should head for the finish line
I'll always remember how we came close to being what i wanted to be

2010-03-14T00:55:00.007+08:00

ت

birthday was the love with all the awesome people around me!
many thanks to every single one of you out there who wished me
and also to all those who gave me presents
thankyou 303 for the birthday song at pasir ris park
(and whoever who joined in too)
thankyou chalet clique for the lunch. HUGS! miss you guys!
thankyou C5 for the cake and birthday song! & of course, was really happy that alot of you made an effort to come down for our first class outing!
LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH! ♥

yep so the holidays are finally here! thank god! :)
wouldn't say its much of a holiday, but at least i get to sleep in a little longer, have less dance practices and there's no boring lectures where i have to literally pry my eyes open. gotta cherish this holiday, before the full workload comes crashing down.

house comm, something i knew i really wanted since day one.
so why am i letting anything stop me?
what's rejection and failure compared to giving my best for something i really want?
& thankyou guys! eugeny, eihuan, liling, danica, nadiah, joan, rizvan!
for constantly telling me that i'll make it. constantly being my greatest motivation :D

lastly i admit. i kinda sorta maybe like him a little more than i originally planned.
and i have no slighest intention of changing it :)

pictures from 6th march!
(overdued cause ling took forever to upload them)
:D

♥!

2010-03-06T01:56:00.002+08:00

my brownie birthday cake! tasted really nice (:

omg i love this! even the box so cute la (its a ladybird) :D

♥!
hahaha many thanks to the above two girls!
firstly, for remembering my birthday
secondly, for celebrating it with me
superb time eating, laughing and then chilling at the beach
(gosh, told you im addicted to night skies and stuff)
thirdly, for being such awesome people!
hahah and gotta mention, dear may is so sweet la
i just mentioned it once randomly while shopping with her that i wanted a cross necklace. and she actually remembered and they bought it for me! :D
haha okay, hope to meet up with you guys again soooon!

road race later. then lunch with chalet clique and dinner with C5!

i like the way i can't keep my focus
i watch you talk, you didn't notice
i like the way you're everything i ever wanted
this free fall, has got me so

2010-02-26T21:35:00.022+08:00

us with our house captain! (but god knows why he's in phobos house tee)

uh-oh its callisto! we got first for science fiesta! :)

i love how this picture turned out! the grass looks so green and it contrasts our legs!

303 with our ct :)

haha good job 303 for winning the prize of having the most unique plane :D

all of us back in ahs for cny! [:

:D
school's been fine for the past two weeks, but really tiring
i've been leaving school everyday at 8pm and sleeping at 2am
cos apparently i have dance almost everyday
and when i get home i've gotta chiong tutorials and stuff
i have no idea how long i can last going by this pace

but well at least 10S303 is getting better day by day :)
(we just gotta work, alot, on the guys)
and though dance is tough,
and how sometimes i wished i join shooting instead
what's done is done, so i'll just give it my all. i know i'll make it through

gonna spend my birthday with 303 and callisto :D
& maybe the ogls if dinner works out. so i can't wait!
and of course, hopefully callisto will win roadrace on that day!

oh also gotta make time for family & may plus jacq! :)

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
But you feel so far away

2010-02-05T23:53:00.008+08:00

odyssey 2010!

ت

it was the best experience ever, i swear
i love my ogls and i really wanna thank them for everything
callisto 5 OGLS: weilin, soleil, rachel, jasmine, vivienne, ah soon and xun hao
i know we started out really stone (some still very stone now -.-)
& i appreciate how hard you guys worked to help us bond
C5 is now 10S303 and we will do you guys proud
love you guys! ♥

pirating 101, MMM (mass meridian mission), COV (clash of the vikings)
mass dance and the finale night!
and most importantly, being in CALLISTO

yeah, callisto might have came in last for orientation
and i know how much it matters to our ogls and house comm
the amount of effort they put in and how much they wanted it for us
and yet, the f-ing results just had to let them all down
i wanted to cry so badly upon hearing the results
we didn't deserve it, they don't deserve this

but netherless, they really did a awesome job
& i still love callisto all the same
gonna spend two splendid years with them

and i love mj!
the meridian spirit is just so strong
callisto, triton, phobos, atlas and miranda
after four years, im finally, finally here :D

once a blue bird, forever a blue bird
(sounds stupid, but we're not normal birds, we're eagles!)

2010-01-19T01:52:00.000+08:00

So what if i came clean
And told you all you mean to me
So what if i meant every word i said
Baby don't let it go to your head

Just cause i can't go on
Just cause i'll die when you're gone
Just cause i think of you in bed
Don't let it go to your head

If i looked into your eyes
One, two, too many times
And memorized every word you said
Don't let it go to your head

Don't be getting any big ideas
Let me make it clear
It don't mean that you've had me yet
Baby, don't let it go to your head

2010-01-09T02:10:00.007+08:00

pictures!
:D
(won't be posting all of them though)

i told you she's drunk!

snowman from bakerzin. made from white choc!

my drink and the about to get drunk cheryl

rizvan faking he's drunk

♥
let's do this all over again

2010-01-08T03:58:00.002+08:00

i'm back from clique chalet!
3 full days of non-stop fun
okay i shall just list the main stuff
cause it'll take me forever to cover everything. haha!

first day we caught a midnight movie
watched "the fourth kind" and yes, i got freaked out like mad -.-
second day we went to wild wild wet which was such a blast :D
we even did truth or dare in the shiok river. haha!

the u shape ride thingy:
cheryl couldn't stop praying to God, xinting said fck you (classic),
me and rizvan couldn't get enough of the ride
& alvina got freaked out when the float hanged on the edge and didn't move

towards the end we just laid by the shores of the tsunami pool
talked all the way until the place was about to close
:)

around midnight, we went to the beach
then we just sat on the rocks and had htht!
and not forgetting watching cheryl get drunk, which was freaking funny
(though she kept trying to prove she wasn't)
it felt great drinking in that environment though. haha!
(we are decent kids, we DO NOT do this often)
the wind (shiok!), the starry sky and all of them
:D

wanted to catch the sunrise, so we thought we sleep for a couple of hours first
but apparently, we all over slept and missed it ):
woke up aching all over
so we concluded cheryl rolled all over us after getting drunk

& in between was just
loads of mahjong, bridge, htht (♥!)
haha yes, we even crashed 4L's chalet after checking out
so that we could stay longer cause we all didn't want to leave

and now its 3.58am
feels weird without them around me
alvina, cheryl, xt, rizvan, eugeny, peixuan, ding, angela
thanks for everything
♥

will post the pictures when i get them from alvina
anyway, i love my new blog song!
they remixed all the top 25 hits from 2009
& it sounds really cool
gosh, i love pop! :D

2009-12-25T00:24:00.012+08:00

merry christmas, you all

♥!

2009-11-30T20:14:00.012+08:00

first day of work at AIA today
i damn scared i blur blur den do wrong thing sia! :(
overall wasn't that bad, just quite sian
but nvm, its well paid! :D

how i wish i could be at dance chalet now
cos somehow i freaking miss the feeling
like with them, i can somehow handle all emotions
and yep, we have a lot of fun together!
dang, now still must wait quite long before we can have our movie marathon
CRIESSSS :(

在我心上用力的开一枪, 让一切归零在这声巨响
so just pull the trigger;

2009-11-25T15:23:00.017+08:00

back from chalet.
it was a nice three days :)

miss sitting by the pool every night
(cos that's the only place with wifi)
miss waking up and being able to crap with them
(though we cram like siao on the bed)
miss shopping at ntuc for superrrr budgeted stuff. haha!
miss sitting the viking over & over again, watching jacq scold vulgarities
miss the feeling of watching "saw" at midnight
miss eating potato chips, cup noodles and satays at 3am
miss those walks late late at night
ت

but some things, maybe i just shouldn't have done.

okay, now i've gotta go sleep.
really tired.

2009-11-13T22:33:00.018+08:00

o's are over!
(omg this place is soooooo dead)
weird thing is i don't feel much joy, just relieved.
tried so hard to make myself feel the joy.
but in the end its just like "orh"
and i think i'm missing school already. haha!

2012!♥
i'm such a sucker for this kind of 振奋人心的movies la.
but i totally cry at weird timings. haha!
the russian pilot is freaking hot!
& i think the monk quite cute also. haha! :P

dinner with xt, alvina, eugeny, dj, cheryl, angela was nice :)

okay dance chalet coming soooooon!
miss my aunties so much!
:D

2009-10-03T16:12:00.002+08:00

sometimes
when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes
& hide

anyway, happy birthday shermaine!♥

I will bring praise. No weapon formed against me shall remain.
I will rejoice, I will declare. God is my victory and He is here.

2009-09-14T22:29:00.008+08:00

Now I’m going crazy
I just want you to know
I’m losing my patience
For the time that you’ve wasted

Nothing's wrong.

It’s so right
Got permission from me tonight
Every other time is just a memory
Cause I only wanna be
Wanted by you

2009-08-14T23:32:00.014+08:00

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Just the thought of you
Can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me
Smile

2009-07-28T20:43:00.005+08:00

Saviour
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save

Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the gave
Jesus conquered the grave

2009-07-12T00:08:00.001+08:00

i don't want to hate you.
so please don't make me.

Was caught between
What you wanted from me
And knowing if I give that to you
I might just
Disappear

2009-07-06T19:45:00.009+08:00

power is in the hands of
the person who cares less.
but power, isn't
happiness

Oh, it's like
One step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind

2009-07-01T00:00:00.005+08:00

Baby,
hush hush

2009-06-24T14:24:00.018+08:00

I say it's okay
I can promise you it's alright
You ain't keeping me up all night
No more.
You're not here but it's okay
I assure you babe it's alright

2009-06-20T00:15:00.002+08:00

great day at cousin's place today!
i love her place man, 3 storeys and a basement.
anw its been hell long since i went swimming man!
still feel like i'm floating! haha!
and damn, i smell nice now.
(shit, forgot to take note of what shampoo i used)
sushi, chicken wings and ice cream!

hahah and loads and loads of wii!
the kids are so damn cute!

ت

so alps was cancelled, great!
more time for heymath. it sucks like nobody's business.
and of course, more staying up late!
yay to those late night temptations! :D
i love my new song!

2009-06-14T18:33:00.003+08:00

Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

2009-06-10T18:19:00.010+08:00

hats off to my bro who completed his 24km march without dying :D
its damn tough especially when they didn't get to sleep for around 2 days.
but you only did 2 months of BMT while people did 3 hor! lucky ass!
hahaha whatever it is, he is no longer "recruit you guniang ah!"
& omg, my bro's sir is damn handsome! :O
(too bad never take his picture)
like ahhhhhhhh!
:D

J: ehh buddy, i got a tan from attending your pop leh!
K: you go die! sit under that shade also can get tan.

zhidan, please stay happy!♥

JINGHIANG SUCKS....ON A LOLLIPOP!
and eats off her b & jerry's icecream tub :D
(did i mention i'm watching powerpuff every midnight! haha!)

2009-06-09T00:54:00.003+08:00

1 plus am, just came home from supper.
no i didn't eat, i did more of watching. haha!
anyway just love the streets late late late at night.
:D

yay to buddy's pop later!
yay to lakers win!
yay to federer's win!

alrights off to sleep now!
and yes,
happy birthday muk!

2009-05-27T21:19:00.008+08:00

Let's have some fun,
This beat is sick.
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick.
Let's play a love game,
Play a love game!

2009-05-22T15:51:00.014+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE!♥
my dear beloved aunty, stay happy and crazy!
and seriously, takecare of blue car can! don't so evil la! HAHAH!
yes, dance chalet! :D

anyway omg almost one month never post le! :O
seriously think i've got nothing much to post about liao.
afterall most posts are done at the other side le la. haha!
so yes, exams are overrrrrrr! :D (lag!)
now can come home watch tv and sleep! haha!
but damnit, season's ending. so weekends are gonna be damn boring.
okay thank god still got basketball to watch! wheeeee!
KOBE BRYANTTTTTT!♥

seriously, i'm attracted to gays.
no offence but i actually like adam lambert.
and he isn't the first gay that i actually like. like omg!

HIPPO ENCLOSURE EXPOSED!

intimacy, honesty, commitment
you, me
us.

2009-04-24T17:07:00.015+08:00

Don't even think about
What's right or wrong, wrong or right.
Cause in the end it's only
You and me
And no one else is gonna be around.

2009-04-18T18:41:00.009+08:00

edited.

been spending alot of time with my aunties the past few days.
we call it healing period. yepp, coming to terms with it already.
after all, syf did bring us so much closer. thank GOD!
crashed jacq's house twice in two days. and stayed there till near 12am.
dance mascot: blue car! :D (damn, forgot to bring it home today! haha!)
dance chalet, dance weekly outing, dance holiday!
GO AUNTIESSSSS! :D
thanks for the autographs. i know in the end you all love me okay!

from a GENIUS (bhb! hahah!):
so? let me tell you something.
what i've seen from you guys right, it's worth much more than a gold.
what you all have, other ccas might not even have it.
so be glad that your got a chance to bond instead of just a stupid trophy.

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friday 17th april

bronze.
that's the bloody f-ing word i can't seem to get off my mind.
i'm feeling exactly like that night. can't sleep can't eat.
(which means you are not more impt than syf!)

looking at syf pictures just hurts so much. too much memories.
we really thought we could make it. but seems like we put our hopes too high.
and we all took a hard, hard fall. 5 long months, screwed in 4 minutes.
but please be okay all of you.
especially my aunties! remember how we spammed dance♥ all over 18chefs.
so stay strong. don't cry le okay!

i'm sorry dancers. i'm sorry mrs hudd. i'm sorry miss zee.
f whatever the school is gonna do to us. cause we are all in this together.
plus you won't get to see us around to come kp us.
i really don't want to leave dance, not in this state.

12.05am
can't accept the news yet.
that sms with one word- bronze.

2009-04-13T19:29:00.007+08:00

though it doesn't feel real at all, but syf is actually tomorrow.
we're almost there dancers, so hang on. we can do it okay!
go out there and break a leg! love you guys loads!♥
sleep well and rest well. and bring loads of deodorant! haha! :D

Whenever you remember, I’ll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember
When you think back on all we’ve done
I hope you’re proud
When you look back and see how far we’ve come
It was our time to shine
And nobody could hold us down
They thought they’d see us fall
But we, we stood so tall
And no we won’t forget

my bro is gone for only three days and i freaking miss him already.
and i wonder how he looks like now. but please, survive there okay!
at most when you come back, we'll never eat chicken ever again!
takecare and come back with more muscles okay! :D

2009-04-10T19:21:00.017+08:00

that was what i got from the arcade with $14! :D
yaluh, i know i very easily addicted to games and stuff.
i'm so gonna get a machine at home and scoop all day long la!
i stood there screaming about not getting the bunny head for v long.
and i just keep putting money into the machine.
when i obviously know it's ripping me off my money.
what's more the thing also not say very cute.
but at least still have right! :D
my mummy say the float looking toy can use when my dad got piles -.-
lol the thing is i jian continue from ppl's game den get de okay.
feeling guilty but too bad, is that person no money to continue de lor.
&lynette don't sad over care bear! give you bunny then we matching le okay! :D
today is indeed GOOD FRIDAY! {:
haha okay la, i'm not that 肤浅.
i'll definitely bear in mind that HE died on the cross for ME de la!
PRAISE LORD! :D

haha having dance tomorrow! :D
but i'm like aching all over i don't think i can even move.
plus i'm damn ): cause i cannot go send my bro off to army!

okay damn, spoke too fast.
liverpool lost like shit this on thurs. like wth, 1-3 leh!
their defence was like shit can, loop holes everywhere.
make me stay up for nothing. now i desperately need my sleep.
we need 0-3, 1-4 or 2-4 to win.
okay, i'm damn pekchek! give up champions league le la.
then that stupid F1 also no need to watch le la!
ferrari don't even have a single point!

and that freaking physics spa!
like wth, i realise i can't even follow simple diagrams.
either i'm cocked eye or i simply dun have a brain.
screw it upside down, together with chem spa la.

dance on friday was super tiring, as usual.
but the only :D thing in the whole day.
haha this is what i look forward to in a week man!
miss zee made us dance in small groups today.
(IN FRONT OF BADMINTON)
and i swear we look stupid without the full team.
plus according to miss zee, me and may looked like we were wrestling.
lol got that bad meh! must vicious what!
haha and then we spoke to mrs hudd about some stuff.
okay at least we tried right? so we shall just see how it turns out.
SYYYYFFFFFFFFF! must must must maintain or at least do better!
i'm gonna step down next friday liao.
so fast right! haha jiayous ba sec3s! :D

HURRAY TO GETTING MY MEMORY STICK! :D
i can finally listen to more then one song!
okay i must at least sleep 20 hours today man.
bye bye! {:

请不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾. 你的永久已不屬於我;
默默低頭那時我很多話哽在喉嚨.

2009-04-07T22:38:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY!♥
(i cannot put the font as white, cause the background is white already!)

i think i wrote everything i wanted to say on the card le ba.
haha i was like writing essay la. but i think i still got somemore to say.
gosh, i'm damn long winded sia. haha nvm, tell you the next time i see you! :D
so hope you had fun with us today! haha!
and dance owes you a birthday song man!
we were too busying bitching we forgot to sing :O
we'll make it up to you okay? haha! and jiayous for ur amath test!
*draws circles on your back*

damn, i really love dance♥ man!
haha i go around my juniors blog and i see the same phrase over and over again.
all thanks to ucc and syf man! :D
yay yay, 3 smart people and 3 stupid people.
jiayous man you guys, especially the other 2 stupid people!
hahah dance will always be behind you! :D

okay, i'm freaking out over syf! ):
it cannot screw up in my hands sia!
but i'll trust in the Lord that a miracle will happen. yay! {:
and i have this strong strong feeling that liverpool will win both BPL and champions league! aiya but season wanna end le, then i watch what! ):

那些陌生簡訊聲震動了你怎麼還沒走?

2009-03-30T15:44:00.014+08:00

promise in the dark; ♥
okay i know i freaking guai lan, but i miss my old phone! ):
lol though this new one is better but like what lynette say while smsing its like doing finger reflexology. haha! okay la, maybe just need time to adapt. plus i love my new theme! all i have to do is get a freaking memory stick! or pray hard my godma still decides to give me her phone! {:
study for chem, chem, chem! :D

practice at ucc this wednesday. so i'll be out all the way till 11+ pm!
dinner with dance, mass bathing session at may's!
haha i think its gonna be fun with all my dancers ba :D
so who cares if we're gonna be dead beat.
lol plus i can play with jacq's ipod touch! whahaha!
i'm like totally addicted i can't let it go.
oh and thanks lynette for the nice song!
(the only song in my phone now other than power puff! haha!)

Listen.
I’ve given every breath I’ve got.
Add how many times I gave you me, divided by so many memories.
And it equals a promise in the dark.
So don’t promise me.
All these promises are probably how you deal with it.
We all make mistakes, sometimes we do desperate things.
What does it prove? Nothing.
And you never do nothing wrong.

remember all the promises you made me. especially that one you made that night. we hooked pinkies.

2009-03-25T16:23:00.009+08:00

edited: i'm really sorry shermaine. really my fault this time.

i guess the word was abit harsh but trust me i didn't mean it that way.

you are really important girl, and i'm not gonna lose you this way.

no, especially not cause of _______.

oh & don't take all things figuratively. cause sometimes a song is just a song.
seriously, wanna roll my eyes a million times now. idiot.
but that'll look absolutely retarded.

I love how you kiss, i love all of your sounds;
&baby the way you make my world go round

yay i love that song, old but niceeee! :D
anyway, phone officially died on me. shermaine was so happy to see my phone screwed up. she even took a photo of it! haha crazy woman.
but damn, i really miss my phone alot! ):
cause i'm seriously an idiot when it comes to touch screen phones.
i keep going around in circles and i take superrrr long to reply a sms.
may is gonna laugh her ass off when she finds out i have a samsung touch screen phone. i video call you okay? HAHAHA! :D

and dunno why, i miss dancing like hell! yes just miss that feeling ):
not in school la, that one i'm totally sick of the dance. opps! haha!
sick of the dance only la, but still having fun with all of them.
frog jumps, star jumps and push ups! HAHAH {:
but now i totally cant dance le la! i tried my pointe shoes that day.
the minute i stood on it, my toes started cramping -.-
AHHHH! ): oh well, just hope o's faster over then i can go back!
hahaha and pray hard hard we do well for syf!
jiayoussssss dancers! :D

need to make up for all my sleep man!
holidays never get to do it. got few days slept less than 4hours somemore.
okay, let's start now! :D
只能用目光在空中翱翔; 还得乔装安份靠在你肩膀

2009-03-12T18:16:00.013+08:00

THANKYOUSSSSSSS!♥
yes, spot ur presents up there! xiaozhu also counted lor!
cause getting to see him is my best birthday present! :D
OMG I SO LOVE HIM LA! SO CUTE RIGHT! crazy! :P
hahah! try to keep this short ba, later ppl say i aa -.-
(in no particular order okay!)

thanks lynette for the very gan dong present! yes, its so me. and don't worry la, i really appreciate all the effort and the tape! there's recycled thing again lor, you also cheapskate! haha! :D so we're the same!
thanks huiting for the essay long letter. and the surprise! :D yes though i'm too smart for my own good, but i had a blast. so thanks alot darling!
thanks shermaine for the cuppy cake and for wishing me so many times :D don't worry about you remembering the wrong day cause i know you'll make up for it during march holidays right!
thanks may, traci and issac for the present. and may for the surprise! :D you're my heartbeat, dear!~
thanks shurui for the personalised cuppppp! thanks alot! pooh loves you, baby! and jinghiang loves you too! :D
thanks liling for elmo and the video, which was absolutely spas! haha and yes, i rmb to thank you for wishing me twice! and i hug elmo to sleep every night hor! :D
thanks joyann for the present wrapped in the css poster! haha! :D
thanks anqi, lynette and christina for the tiara! special thanks to lynette and loo for the effort of wrapping the present with err at least 30 layers of newspaper! haha though i looked freaking pissed while opening it, but i'm actually v gan doong ok! thanks alot! :D
thanks dora for the cute earrings and nail polish! :D
thanks cheryl for the photo frame which i finally figured out how to use and the mr leg! oh and being the first to give me my present on the 3rd. lols! :D
thanks xiaozhuuuuuu, for always making me laugh. wahahaha! :D

i really very gan dong okay, just that my vocab sucks so i only know how to say appreciate it. lols! but yeah, thanks loadddssss! {:
ahem! i'm still waiting for one more present! idiot doesn't know what to buy!

that's why called idiot what. hahah!

如果你是善良的你會放開手讓我經過;
I've been missing you crazy, how do you how do you sleep?

2009-03-08T10:53:00.021+08:00

thanks a billion you guys!♥

yes, those people popped up at my house and caked me!
all thanks to may and her brilliant idea of giving me a surprise! lols!
their actual plan was for me to go out with may then when i come back home with may, the others would be waiting with the cake lor. but things kinda screwed up in the morning when my dad suddenly go mad don't allow me to go out and when lynette couldn't make it. haha! think they nearly went mad calling alot of people to see if they can come.
ya, too bad shermaine, lynette and the others couldn't join us ):including you. well at least part of you wanted to be here.
but in the end they just all came straight to my house lor! haha!
started screaming like mad when i saw the cake.
gosh, you should check out how much cream they had on the cake.
and their aiming damn zun, the cream went straight up my nose!
made a mess at the lift area and my neighbour come out and scold us! :X
& i think i made alot of noise all the way till like 10 plus. my poor neighbours man!

hahaha! but really appreciate it la. all their efforts and planning!
that may and huiting lor, want me to have a memorable birthday! haha!
well, i really did. i love you guys!♥
thanks for the two cakes, one to smash and one to eat.
thanks for the two extra huge pizzas!
thanks for the presents!
thanks for giving me the chance to blow out candles and make a wish after like dunno how many years. thanks for everything everything and everything! :D
though i don't show it well, but i'm really very touched.

did i mention i went to see xiao zhu on friday! :D
i tell you he is superrrr cute sia! omg, bei dian dao le!
hahaha! he smiled at us! and so jealous of the 3 girls who got to hug him la!
full frontal lehh, damn! ):
I OFFICIALLY LOVE XIAO ZHU!♥

yepp and of course, thanks to the others who wished me and gave me presents as well! i'll do the credits post another time ba, hopefully. cause i very lazy! :P
hahaha! thanks dance♥ for the birthday song!
and all those who wished me even though we were not very close.
lols, dunno why this year got alot of surprise wishes. tsk!

突然发现原来他们比你更重要; this is what you can't afford to give me.

2009-03-05T18:28:00.005+08:00

i'm posting cause i have to make my birthday wish for my bro!
so that it'll come true tmr ma! :D
yes yes, i wish and i pray real hard that he'll do well for A's!
so that he can fulfil his dreams and go overseas to study.
(see he so evil want leave me alone for 4years leh! ): )
hahaha jiayous and all the best, chiap chiap! :D
shit the saying that if the wish say out le won't come true hor!

watched basketball match today. yay we won! :D
hahah the last time i watched was last years finals i think.
lols, and you know tan tai ha is freaking -.-!
she go america watch live nba and she dunno is which team vs which team!
i would KILL to watch nba live la! and watch a match at anfield la!
hahaha oh and liverpool might come singapore leh!
omg omg omg omg! my stevie and torres and alonso! :D

happy birthday charmaine tan! :D
the only person i know who has the same birthday as me! haha!
cause i don't think will be posting tmr le.
yepp, just as long as _________ , tmr will be perfect.
but thank all those crazy people out there in advance! hahaha!
you know who you are de la! tsk!

WALAO thanks for the wonderful early birthday present.
i was at the brim of forgetting the fact that it even existed.
and you just had to remind me. i didn't need that.
i should have never listened to a word you said, but I was always giving in to promises.
& just when I thought I was done, you pull me in for another run.
i can't take this, i won't take this.

2009-03-02T15:52:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHURUI! :D (24th February)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KASPER! :D (28th February)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON! :D (28th February)
yaluh, call me lag or whatever!
i'm not as jian as some people who cheat and change the date hor! :P
hahaha! anyway, wished you guys on the day itself le what!
yes, trying very hard to keep to the one month one post thing ma!
and also cause i was busy slacking during the weekends.
my bro la, let his friends sleep over. they played all the way till 7am.
then wake up at 10am and continue playing! like wth!
somemore my cousin joined them after we finished tuiton.
5 guys equals to havoc sia! hahaha but they're a bunch of real funny people la.
they showed us alot of damn retarded videos. MSG! :D
& they play PES freaking funny! hahaha!
ya and thanks to my bro, i ate alot of goooddd food! :D

hope my brother continues being nice to me, like playing hotel 626 with me! :D
happy 19th birthday kenichi kai kasper koh chiak chiang liap chiap chiap!
aka kkkcclcc! {: (tsk his friend came up with the lcc part!)
hope aaron continues being that cute! happy 1st birthday boy! {:
hope shurui learns to accept all poohs regardless of how mutated they are!
happy 16th birthday rui ruiiiii! {:
:D

some people should learn to keep their mouths shut, seriously.
cause all that comes out is rubbish, not true. nope not at all.
& gahhhhhh, i don't want to see those stufffff! fck!
don't go around flaunting how happy you are when birdie is ________ me!
whatever, going to sleep now! :D
later then wake up and studddyyyy!

nothing to look forward to really.
but i must be :D cause i really appreciate everything you guys are doing.♥
& I want it to be over, i so want it to be through;
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

2009-02-23T15:42:00.022+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNETTE! ♥

i think i said almost everything i wanted either through sms or the card le ba!
hahah so i'm just fulfilling my promise & posting on ur birthday! :D
hmm hope you live each day :D! tsk have a great birthday once again!
and here's our own version of [ur so gay]!
wheeeee, cheers to ur great brain! & don't be too sad over eeyore ok!
i'll find another special occasion and get another one for you :)

I hope you bang your head right into the wall
While jacking off listening to Mozart
You bitch and moan about tweety bird
Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway
You eat so much meat
And drive NTUC carts
You’re so indie rock it’s almost an art
You need bird shit just to stay alive

You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like

You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal
You’re so skinny you should really Super Size the deal
Secretly you’re so pissed
That nobody understands you
I’m so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head
I’m so angry cause you’d rather AA instead
I can’t believe you're someone who eats more chunky monkey than king kong

[chorus]

You walk around like as if you're demure
You pull ‘em down & duh, there’s nothing there
I wish you would just be real with me

You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like…PUSSY!

die la, always special post special post!
this month post more than any other months lor.
still say want post once a month. talk cock nia!
hahah whatever! anyway, my knees look real cool now, seriously.
SEEEEEEEEEEE! (to dumbies like ht, you can actually click to see the pic of my cool leg. so don't tell me where, i cannot see hor! haha)
yaluh, i fell. like wth right! -.-
thought i'm suppose to have better balance than other people.
see lynette, your birthday brought me so much luck!
hahaha okay la, gonna go study amath.
damn i don't wanna bath! ):
i really love you. so i have to learn how to walk away. & no, never give in.
I don't wanna go to bed mad at you; & I don't want you to go to bed mad at me.

2009-02-20T20:35:00.002+08:00

THANKS MAY!♥
my dearest dearest may mei! hahaha! :D
i acutally wanted to edit the previous post to thank you de.
but i watched the video and i was super touched! so a special post for you!
like seriously omg la, thanks alot for the effort!
this is like the sweetest present! it's really more than enough le lor.
so don't feel guilty or anything eh! i'll hug the bear everyday!
i love you dear! thanks once again! :D

too bad you guys can't see the video! :P
cause got top secret stuff inside de & its only meant for my eyes!
hahaha! and thanks traci and issac for the famous amos cookies!
love them la! hahah! and no picture of the cookies.
cause i ate them abit quicker than expected :P

2009-02-14T21:21:00.043+08:00

edited: if i were given the chance to choose all over again, i'll still do it.
stupid but whatever. i'm stubborn.
baby, do you see the numbers adding? but i guess it's gonna stop, soon.
我努力想起你笑着哭泣让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心
爱你这个决定虽然艰辛我不说对不起

!♥

okay, there's alot more but almost all quite unglam! & some not suitable for kids!
lols so too bad you aren't gonna see them! :D
alot don't have lynette, cause she came late ):
lady cop & papa crook is such a dissapointment! damn!
and is ht force me to wear same shirt as her one hor! haha!
alrights, shall not go into details. cause i'm freaking lazy.
& you, don't come home telling me what a nice day you had.
cause i'll fck her upside down. not in that way though.
& yes, that jh on my tagboard is actually may.
hahah! she claim she think of me too much that's why use my name -.-

rat, pig, bird, bamboos (cause got 2), genius!
haha! are we opening a zoo? haha! :D
thank you darlings! ♥

2009-02-13T19:15:00.008+08:00

paiseh, i have a habit of taking pictures of my presents. just in case i forget ;D

happy valentine's people & happy birthday tricia! though i'm one day early :D
yepp anyway, thanks all for the presents! not everything is up there.
cause it's either in my tummy or my bro's tummy! haha!
today's chem lesson stylo sia! sit outside the classroom.
we should do this every lesson. & sss sucks, so boring!
lucky got shermaine! :D & my angel sms me liao!
haha it's zihuan la! she very scared she freak me out.
anyway thanks! (if you even see this haha!)
okay bye lovesssss!♥
C is for cup, cotton, call, crap, care, cat, concern, copper, chiok!

12th February 2009, Thursday
okay fine! started a new post! hahah!
cause once again people get confused when i edit my post!
new songs: long distance, broken-hearted girl & i stay in love :D
i like it when i change my songsssss! haha!
anyway, did i tell you? i think you try too hard, way too hard.
just like someone i know. damnit la, i wanna say fck you in your face.
but i didn't. instead i ask lai teng (tsk!) to tell you to ____________.
oh gosh, who gives a damn! at least the rose made my day! :D
(freaking blogger don't let me upload the picture of the rose!)
awwww my secret admirer! hahah! :P

10th February 2009, Tuesday
know how to spell the word fuck? how about jerk?
yes, i'm an expert at spelling them :D
& i probably said bitch alot of times today. haha!
thanks to the baboon la! whatever!
cannot be so crude liao sia ):
well school's great, dance's great (at least i think so)
i got a blue form eh! only if trina decides to keep to her words.
what's wrong then? GOOD QUESTION!
hmm what about having to pretend you're alright when deep inside your heart is actually aching. have you ever thought that whatever you said has probably caused someone to cry at the other end of the phone? i really thought it was over but nah, doesn't seem like it. i don't like the drama. so will you please spare me from it and stop screwing with our lives? but when i stop and think, actually the whole time i was praying that you'll be okay, more than i'll be okay.

damnit! i am not suppose to post de! :X
ahh whatever, i wanna sleep :D
Shot through the heart and you're to blame; You give love a bad name.
我在搞笑卻在最后眼淚拼命掉我想我能熬但是至少要讓我知道你好不好

2009-02-02T19:20:00.015+08:00

"If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead. If you're moving on, I'm already gone."

haha familiar? & i wanna use finish all my nice pictures le la! ):
tsk anyway, yay its february! claps! :D
okay i dun even know why i'm highing over it. tsk!
i'm suppose to be like afraid cause time is moving real fast. damnit!
before i know it, o's come le how!
anyway yea, so i guess i should just let my blog rot.
maybe learn from shurui, one post one month! haha!
good idea right! :D time to concentrate, like really!
okay, cut the crap and bullshit!
before i can even do that, i actually promised myself that i'll be here to blog abt this. when i'm done, i'll be gone. till the next time i blog. lols!
but my blog is not some announcement system.
you can ignore them, you see. i don't like to force ppl :D

you know the seasons in soccer?
they aren't suppose to end, they never do. it's a continuous cycle.
well, at least that's the case for me.
cause seasons only end when you want them to.
they end when you give up buying players, training.
& let's just say when you give up working hard for the championship.
the manager of liverpool, benitez wants to quit.
he found a better place to be. ah who cares, he's always moving around.
his seasons are always short. sweet? i dunno, only he knows.
mine? i work my ass off, i deserve the championship. my seasons last :D
thank god! benitez, pls be happy where ever you are.
from the very bottom of my heart.

我還想她

淚水將我淹沒到底誰該難過
究竟是誰放掉這段感情
我才終於明白 辦不到的承諾就成了枷鎖
現實中幸福永遠缺貨

請告訴她我不愛她
笑著難過自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎橫了心說真心謊話

別告訴她我還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口就讓沉默代替所有回答

我不愛我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心話言不由衷

別告訴她我還想她就讓沉默代替所有回答

2009-01-30T19:12:00.020+08:00

1st february: the feeling is setting in. just as i thought it wouldn't. fuck!

xinting, eugeny, me & dingjun's finger behind;

& i thought it's a nice picture cause the sky is beautiful! :D

yes, i started a new post. cause i realised people are confused by the dates.
okay la, next time dun edit here edit there le ok!
anyway, today was fun la! water games!♥
sorry if the beginning was boring or whatever.
& my flu is back from water games. haha!
at first in class sneeze a few times nia.
then later sneeze like mad, now whole thing block liao. but nvm, i had fun! :D

so cny was :D!
haha and yes i'm aching cause my dear sheryl-lynn climbed all over me ystd!
funny la the kids, treat you like roller coaster or horse.
put her down she come tell me she not tired. like duh! haha!
so aaron grew so much i couldn't recognise him & aloysius finally talks!
haha, wonder how 'peaceful' our house will be when 3 more comes!
JINGHIANG IS LOOKING FORWARD, xiao! not as if my kids right!
whatever! haha & my bro won money from loads of gambling
tsk so i'm getting some too hor! better remember hor!
cause i stood by your side while you played, i brought you luck can! :D
so cny was just hanging out with cousins and everything.
shopping at malaysia was loves too! wakao, no need see price tag one la.
though it's just like m'sia, but it still feels good to be out of the country.
you eat better, sleep better and you somehow forget everything.
throat pain! i ate too much ba gua, goodies & drank too much coke.
cough cough! haha!

&i love it when i change my songs! tsk :D
ego & poker face! damn imeem la, no full version de ):

虽然会后悔当初会让步. 我真的太笨了
可是老实说我反而要谢谢你告诉我.
因为我现在真的快乐了. 我无所谓 :D
but why does it even surprise u that it's the reason?
lols just found out its cos you don't give a damn -.-
while at least it means something to me.
i kinda guessed i would post this song one day when i first heard it.
& it shall be today! ruien's song can! :D

是谁

這場雪　隔著櫥窗了解　
玻璃外面的你在另一個世界　
這條街握著溫熱咖啡　
想起有些事永遠沒辦法解決　
我用那輕描淡寫一筆一劃的彩繪　
形容感情上瀕臨的決裂　還有心碎
　
問你對方是誰　
你閉上嘴　沈默以對我眼睛泛著淚　
對方是誰應該很美　
我有點累　祝福你有她陪　

那綠葉　不懂凋謝的季節
我卻清楚你要分手前的差別　
那夏夜　不懂得滿天風雪
我也不懂你說的永遠是哪些　形容感情上瀕臨的決裂
和我安靜的心碎

2009-01-24T13:13:00.029+08:00

heyyyy babbbyyy! :D ( yes, we're still at it)
this year's cny pretty slack eh, thank god for the long weekend man!
so how are you gonna celebrate your cny? haha! don't over gamble eh!
i can't celebrate cny this year, so i'll probably be just wandering around. lols!
just spend time with the family ba. & i think adults also very indecisive can!
one week ago they say cannot celebrate, this week say should be can.
now say, dunno. sounds totally like me right! :D
err, i think i'll be going to malaysia. i want go there buy cheap stuff! {:
then go oldest uncle house on one day. then another day go oldest aunt house.
adults say go there sit sit not counted as bai nian. win liao lor!
so good at finding excuses hor. haha! may say can go her house also.
not she nice invite me over hor, is i too nice that's why get invited, tsk! :D

anyway, today went out to watch [the wedding game] with lynette :D
tsk, paiseh cause i was like 15mins late, as usual :X
haha! the show was very funny & sick! lols! & they have very nice songs too.
but i cannot find them! ): maybe cause nobody upload yet. lols.
so there's one part where fann wong ask christopher lee to stay 12 inches away from her. guess what he said people!
he said, "sure since my thing is already 10.7 inches long!"
wakao! do guys really go measure their there?? :O
& we went to play the children's arcade. hahaha!
our 投篮 better and better le ok! {:
this time we got 3 coca-cola gummies with $2!

& i love my kaya bun bra & walnut cake g-string :D
pictures in the other com, post for you guys to see another time.
but most of you should have seen it la, since i was busying flaunting it!
waha, lynette drew them, looks wrong but i still ate them!
anyway, saturdays seem so empty without dance ):

yeah this cny is gonna be so different without her.
according to the chinese calender she's officially left us for a year.
i miss her alot, really. and i swear, this is a fact i cannot accept till now.

i shall be off then! so enjoy your cny guys! loves! ♥

2009-01-20T18:04:00.014+08:00

JINGHIANG OFFICIALLY DECLARES THAT THE STUFF ON HER TAGBOARD HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HER. SHE IS PERFECTLY FINE, DOESN'T NEED TO PEE OR SHIT NOW; NOR IS SHE ANGRY SO SHE CANNOT FORGIVE YOU, BABY. AND HER HEART IS NOT BLEEDING, OKAY BABY!
lols, check out how retarded my babies are man!
gosh, who the hell am i hanging out with!
my url is unique can! that's why it's easy to rmb.
plus, i think cause that time bleeding love is super hot.
so my heart is definitely not bleeding!
hahaha! then they thought of this baby thing thanks to a song.
but like duh la, jinghiang taste so good. everything i like is like the hot topic ma! :D
i think we all went mad until dingding couldn't concentrate on his work :O

retarded, stupid, lame or whatever! can't you see we're :D
yes baby, thanks baby, bye baby, cya baby! {:

2009-01-15T20:54:00.017+08:00

we changed shoes for the day! :D

haha! yeah lynette is wearing my shoes, i'm wearing liling's shoe.
& liling is wearing lynette's shoes! :D
aiya, call us retarded or whatever.
physics & all those boring lessons drove us mad.
anyway, dance auditions today. ha! i knew it, they wouldn't kick anyone out de.
got some new song now which goes "sell sell sell sell"
& something bout "whatever the customers wants, the customers get".
wakao, tell you it's uber fast i can't really catch it :X
haha! steal miss zee's ipod. she got hot songs la!
shermaine & wenqi! still dunno why you guys wna drop out of syf ):
but you know, it's ur decision. yea, as long as you're sure & happy.
so ran around the school today. did loads of stretching & conditioning.
& till now, i'm still aching all over. lols, may says we're gonna be fit fit fit by syf.
damn, shermaine loves pt but she's not here with us ):

jinghiang! yes or no?
i go from :D to :X, from :X to :D, over and over again. shucks!
The only problem is that you were using me; In a different way that I was using you'

2009-01-09T21:38:00.017+08:00

edited {mai hoshimura}

i saw disappointment in ms pang's eyes,
when she found out i was gonna stop after next week.
i don't even know if i really love dance, seriously. should i stay or should i go?
you know, i kinda struggled with this decision for at least 5, 6, 7 years.
stay, quit, stay, quit, stay, quit, stay, quit. over & over again.
& then finally came the perfect excuse, o levels.
fine, i quit. i'm gonna focus on studies, put tuitions on saturdays.
and mum just had to come & tell me, you turned well in class yesterday.
amelia and carmen asked me to stay. and hey, i think i love dance.
dang, that's the problem with me. i never know what i really want.
i'm going straight back to dance after o's, i swear.

it's a little too late for you to come back, say it's just a mistake ♥

life's a roller coaster ride. once you're on, you can't get off.

orientation was screwed. lucky i came home early to sleep yesterday.
or else today's pms would have been worst. damnit! :X
i really tried to stay in school le, but i was really stoning & nothing was going in.
whatever it is, it just sucks! now i know how lynette feels.
dang, the last time i had cramps was what? err like 3years ago!

dunno, like what i told may & shermaine. i'm so empty.
i let pms get me. dance like shit, talk also like shit. not the others, just me.
dunno why just black face to everybody. like even elisa, minghui & yaqi.
who rarely comes back. wtf! jinghiang what is wrong with you! :@
no intention of pissing the teachers off, really.
i don't want them to have a wrong impression. but somehow, it's done.
well, it's just sorry. what else can i say?
why does every dance performance always end up like that!

am i menopausing! :O
cause i'm pms-ing like nobody's business.
& this is the first time i'm getting mood swings cause of this thing.
my bloody adidas, literally. my scratched phone. i miss ms noriff.
& i learnt to spell s.c.r.e.w.e.d 658 times today. how cool!
so i officially pronounce i'm not in a good mood.
yeah, so you should probably keep away from me, before i eat you too.

but just thanks peeps for cheering me up!♥
after dinner with ht, i lingered around for half an hour at there.
you know how i always complained that it's freaking hot there.
today, the wind was just :D
watched 3 planes fly past. i even did quiet time there!
guess standing there alone isn't that bad afterall.

one word, courage.
one touch & i'm in too deep now to ever swim against the current, so let me slip away

2009-01-02T23:19:00.025+08:00

If I could I relive those days; I know the one thing that would never change ♥

ike whoa, 2008 is gone with a wink of the eye :D
yesterday, couldn't sleep cause i wasn't used to sleeping so early.
despite how many million times i tell my brain i wanna sleep.
it carried on being busy with bicycles & birdss! wth!
i was freaking pekchek, i nearly wanted to rip my brain out from my head.
but i gave up & let it think all it wanted.
which made me realise there are soooooooooo many things
i wished i didn't do in the year 2008.
like sian right, like your brain purposely trying to show you how stupid you are.
whatever la, there are bound to be regrets. but why be sad over them!
since there are also alot of things i thank GOD for :D

like accepting christ, (hallelujah!) making it through sec 3 (haha!), dance being more bonded then ever, not that bad inter & grade 8 results (taddddddddaaa!) , improved relationship with my parents & wholeeeeee family. & as for you, hmm maybe that & then. haha! i think there's still alot of happy & memorable stuff that made year 2008 great! but if i were to name them all, 2010 liao le la! you know,
让每一個日子都串连成我們最美丽的回忆 :D

wishes for this new year would of course be surviving the big o's & achieving good results(chokes!), letting my parents understand that it's my religion (hah! don't think i forgot about this ok! but i'm taking it slow, had enough of chaos), grow closer to GOD, do well for syf (like seriously!) better relationship with people, be more rational (yes please, being irrational cost me my life, serious), all of you to be happy (like really, enough of all the roller coaster rides le), _____& ______ & _______ (okay this, i dunno is what also. can't really put it down in words also. but i know, will de :D ) & remain happy just like now :D

i know 2009 is gonna be great in GOD's hand, really.
promises, made special once again.
so what if i'm gonna regret this tomorrow? at least today, i'm happy.

i wanted to sleep after school today, but i couldn't!
got pulled out to shop. yawns! but den again, i listened to many new songs :D
& you know confession, it's damn retarded.
which guy will confess this in a song! got part 1 and part 2 somemore.
so part 3 the girl gave birth to a girl (?) boy (?) twins(?) den what!
hahaha! but i like the beat & everything :D
thanks idioooooooooooooot! {:
confession part 1, damaged, photograph & rockstarrrrr! :D

2008-12-31T15:55:00.037+08:00

last post of 2008 :D
new year resolutions, thoughts of 2008 & stuff like that.
shall leave it to the next post when 2009 officially arrives:D

BIG CHUNK DELETED HERE, cause it's bullshit :D
can't deny i'm confused. but i'm still :D and it'll work out.

it's like i checked into rehab, & baby you're my disease.
hmm all i've gotta say is thank you. happy new year to you.
with a big smile on the face, i'll count 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
:D thankyou, LORD.

為摯愛的人在左邊心口保留位置是最幸福的事
♥when the clock strikes 12, it officially becomes part of the past;

2008-12-25T00:03:00.011+08:00

christmas is over! so changed song liao :D
hahah! this song is my bro intro me de.
tsk, think he & my cousins sing together damn funny.
oh & liverpool win 5-1 against newcastle! hurrraaayyy! :D
i think i got stm or something, i forgot my godma's birthday.
paiseh! happy birthday & i love you!

♥ hallelujah!

IT'S CHRISTMAS BABY! :D
i cannot find a picture where the baby is smiling one lor! ):
this baby looks sad, wonder why. cannot lor! christmas should be filled with joy!
hahahaha! i even changed my blog song lor! so got qi fen right! waha!
search damn long also dunno which one to put, cause got alot.
den i see mariah carey den just put liao! :D
owell, christmas eve wasn't that bad after all. teheeee!
sushi tei & gelare. wa sa, my stomach is freaking full now.
alrights! off to reply those smses! {:
merrrrrrrrry christmas all of you & happy birthday jesus! hahah!

2008-12-22T20:50:00.021+08:00

don't blame me for the caption. is just nice saw this song title :D

went out with lynette & anqi today to 投篮! :D
err but before that meet lynette first to go to school to borrow english book.
& buy lynette's present. guess what she wanted? presenting to you wilber!
cute right! (pls lor, he's an expensive baby!) den we went shopping for presents.
thanks lynette for the present! it's really damn funny!
hahah! plus, really appreciate your effort. wanna know what she give me right!
nothing la, just ruien and alvin & the chipmunks picture plus a bunch of words!
met anqi, ate lunch, go ehub, play arcade & back home!
so we all got our erasers after spending 3hours at the arcade. hahah!
& i'm officially broke and tired.

my brother's new work at DSO (Defence Science Organisation).
win liao lor, cannot say what he do there one. cause is national secret.
thanks laaaa! paid $8 per hour, so one month $1280.
& he's only a JC student! okay, freak i'm jealous! :X

presenting anqi's series of unglamnesss! :D
hahahaha! she very good demonstrator right!
anyway, credits to lynette for e picture!

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you :D

2008-12-20T00:12:00.036+08:00

edited {yayyyyyyyyyyyneeessssssss!}

i miss ruien! & her next show will only be out like next year feb! :@

okay, i know i'm suppose to get my ass out of here.
but i'm simply too :D that all the happiness is about to bubble out of mouth.
hahah! will that even happen? okay enough bullshit!
i got back my intermediate results which i thought i was so gonna flop.
一哭, 二闹, 三上吊, bla bla bla was just pissed with myself la. bleh!
but in the end not only did i pass but it was even better than inter found!
nothing to be proud of acutally, since it's still lousy. hahaha!
but at least i've found back my passion for dance.
& it made the 10years seem so worth it.
so i shall ignore my brother who says the examiner gave me 同情分!
PRAISE GOD! :D
all things work together for good for all those who love god.

got tagged by shermaine to do the quiz. hahaha!
actually can don't do but since i realise i cannot sleep, so why not.
& plus very long never do liao, last time i did was....err ya! that time! {:
cannot sleep equals something wrong with me right! hahaha!
no la, cause i'm just used to sleeping late. which means waking up late also la!
time that i'll auto sleep is 3.30am. even if i go to bed earlier also useless.
shit, wonder what will happen when school reopens! :X

anyway, you know something! the reindeer in [the santa claus 2] is called 雀仔!
he's a baby reindeer & he's freaking cute! hahaahah! :D
& bob won survivor! ehh no feeling leh actually.
cause this season, surprisingly, i have no one that i support.
hmm, where are all the hot guys!

oh & whoever got tagged can don't do this stupid thing de.
hahaha! unless you're feeling as stupid as me or you can't sleep.
this post is loooooooooooong! :D

quizzzzzies!

1. The person who tagged you is?
SHERMAINE! :D

2. You relationship with Him/Her?
ex classmates, dance pals & goooood friends! :D

3. Your 5 impression of Him/Her
1) hot, hot, hot, hot, hot (okay enough) dancer!
2) alot of guys surrrrrounding her :O
3) she's unstoppable when she's feeling mad or freaking happy! haha!
4) 讲义气的朋友!
5) simply niceeeeeeee!

4. The most memorable thing that He/She has done for you.
everything is memorable! serious!

5. The most memorable thing that He/She has said to you?
hmmm, everything again! hahaha!

6. If He/She becomes your LOVER, things He/She has to improve is?
already are lovers can! haha! err chase away all the guys around you! :D

7. If He/She becomes your enemy, you will?
will what? i dunno what i will do unless it happens. hahaa!
oh okay, maybe miss having someone call me jing!

8. What is the thing that you want to tell Him/Her now?
none of your business!

9. Your overall impression of Him/Her.
summarise the five points urself & you'll get your answer.

1o. How do you think the person around you will feel about you?
she's mad about ruien. haha!

11. The character you love of yourself is?
being JINGHIAHNG :D

12. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
errrrr this is tough! hahaha!
hmm okay, the brain that keeps thinking this thinking that & cannot stop.

13. The most ideal person you want to be is?
jinghiang! :D

14. For people(s) who cares & likes you, say something to them.
no such thing as peoples can! lols.
err if there's something i'll say it to them personally.

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know their feel about you
1) SHERMAINE! ( since i was 1st on her list too! but she don't need to do again le la!)
2) huiting
3) lynette
4) may
5) brandon
6) kasper
7) melvin
8) edwin
9) i wanna put ruien can??? okay can! :D
10) den it shall be steven gerrard/ xabi alonso/ fernando torres!

16. Who is No.6 with?
i dunno! i'm trying to find out too!

17. Is No.9 female or male?
she's a female la, like duh!

18. If No.7 & No.1 be together , will it be a good thing?
nope, cause no 7 is attached. hahaha! & no 1 is busy wif me!

19. What is No.2 studying about?
err the jinghiang's INTERESTING life story & some other boring subjects.

2o. When was the last time you chat with No.3?
yesterday.

21. What kind of music does No.8 like?
Kelly Clarkson, Maroon 5, Mariah Carey, MCR, Fallout Boys. good right! :D

22. Does No.1 has siblings?
yea. (same answer as shermaine -once!)

23. Will you WOO No.3?
lols! lynette! she'll reject me de, so i won't! hahaha!

24. How about No.7?
WAH.incest.lol. (same answer as shermaine -twice!)

25. Is No.4 single?
nope, attached to me!

26. What is the surname of No.5?
muk. & he's freaking proud to have a rare surname. childish!

27. What is the hobby of No.1?
dancing(: i think. (same answer as shermaine -thrice!)

28. Does No.5 and No.9 get along well ?
no 5 loves no 9 like maddd! but no 9 is mineeeeeeee :D

29. Where is No.2 studying at ?
ahs & the SOB ( aka school of bamboos)

3o. Talk something about No.1 .
best confidant ever(: (same answer as shermaine -forth time!)

31. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8 ?
why will i even try? like helloooo!

32. Where does No .9 stay ?
clementi! hahahah! smart right! :D

33 . Are you No.1 & No.5 bestfriends ?
no 1 yeah! :D no 5 err.....hmmm...ehhh...shit! hahaha! skip!!!!

34. Does No.1 has pets ?
dont think so.haha. (same answer as shermaine -fifth time!)

35. Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world ?
he will definitely think so. hahaha!

36. What is No.1 doing now ?
since it's 2.35 am. she's probably sleeping & dreaming of her lastest craze! haha!

shit i shouldn't have read that. damnit! i need my bible! lols!
but hey you. go back to err outer space or something. wait, you're like almost there already right. cause i don't know you, alien. how bout trying to feel around ur chest for smting dat goes "bop bop" "bop bop"? & im not emo over dis ting. cant feel much to start wif.

2008-12-18T00:27:00.028+08:00

edited {i dunno}

(his picture i stole from dunno where! haha!)

happy birthday edwin! :D

yes cause it's 1.20am & it's officially his 21st birthday!
cliche abit la, but may all wishes come true! {:
well had fun at chalet today, though i went down quite late. like around 5pm.
haha! no i wasn't sleeping! so don't suan! yea, so watched the guys swim.
they can do real retarded stuff like try to walk on water when swimming.
& actually wanted to go play basketball. but realise the court was gone. haha!
so played DDR indoors :D (look at the fake torres fumbling to step correctly!)
some ppl give excuse say machine not good cannot play well wor!

lousy den say la! but actually, the arcade one sure better quality de what!

hmm den dinner at pasta mania. stock up on food.
which we finished e moment we were back at the chalet. haha!
watched loads of 蜡笔小新. he's damn funny & cute!
teacher ask what is the first thing to do when there's an earthquake.
he said" 被吓到" ! & he wanted to eat his dog! :O
hanged around till around 11pm. den went home.

woke up super early today. haha! it's counted early for me ok!
plus must consider the fact that i slept at 3.30am the night before.
went ht's home, guys left like around 2pm.
which reminds me, thank you guys for the christmas presents! haha!
then we played ps3. omg! got motion sensor, so fun to play racing la.
fineeeee, i always crash can! den watched aliens.
didn't manage to finish it cause i had to leave liao.
reached chalet around 7pm. & turned out i was early!
ate, went arcade & cut cake!
got sing cantonese version of birthday song somemore wor!
60 plus ppl squeezed in that small place. simply sian!
hahaha! joking la, very rei nao! :D
& i tell you, that's the best cake everrrrrrrrrr! 90 plus dollars :O
i simply love the crust!! :D
okay, happy birthday once again guy! {:
it's past midnight, once again. must change back my bedtime liao!
to tell the truth, i was praying so hard when you stood there.
but you know, ____________. tell me what to feel, really. i wonder why i fell for it. hmm...

don't blame me for the blur pictures.
cause the lighting at the chalet is super good sia!
flicker here flicker there. on all lights also like never on!
i'm a good photographer okay! :D

bathed & all ready for bed! yawns!
You change your mind like a girl changes clothes; Yeah, you pms like a bitch i would know

2008-12-15T19:55:00.024+08:00

edited {hot n cold}

happy birthday jonathan! :D
dang, i'm dead tired now.
think too long never dance le, move abit everywhere pain :X
haha! okay la, anyway vote for torres! can't believe he's losing to some wrestler.
click here to be a nice person like me! :D
(oh & don't you dare vote for ferguson!)

so met up with huiting to get jon's present.
ate breakfast, buy jon's present, gave jon his present, came over to my house, ate pizza (again!), watched two movies (ghost ship & alien vs predator 2), let ht spoil my fan, send ht home & back home! :D
oh and my bro is so damn adorable, err only when he's nice la!
& look what we found at the airport! omg! new cadbury chocolate! AHHHHHHHHHH!
popping candy & clinkers! damn coooool la! got money will go buy & try!

anyway, twilight was okay, at least i think so.
cos both my cousin & bro siad it sucked liked mad :O
maybe cause i'm a person that can watch anything! haha!
oh & bella is very pretty what! okay i only go for chio bu! waha!
can't believe edward is cedric diggory. where got look like!
my bro still suan me say i used to think he damn hot.
& look at what he turn out to be in twilight.

you all know something! ruien loves dancing! :O

new target spotted! sweet 30, hot red & definitely charming :D
给自己和你的最后一个机会.

2008-12-12T16:28:00.020+08:00

hellooooooooooo! :D
i've officially recovered from rash! hurray!
hahah. actually it lasted for one day plus only la! like thank GOD!
anyway, check out my new song man! i uploaded it myself on imeem ok!
cause can't find the song. damn pekchek la!
people no taste can, so nice de song dun upload!
first time upload myself ehh! gleams in pride! :D
there's both chinese & canto version & i love the lyrics alot ♥
this was the song i stood at the cd shop & kept listening to.
until may cannot take it & call me cheapskate! :O
please la, i've got more cheapskate moments! hahahah!

so went out with may on wednesday cause we pon cip!
lols, paiseh can! cause we both damn lazy.
but we got donate to those we saw doing cip lor. nice right! :D
anyway, thanks may for treating me to swensens lunch!
was damn traumatized when we got locked inside the staircase area.
i swear i thought i was gonna die! :X
& it was fun taking neos with her {:
we were damn lucky to get a machine which can keep taking de.
we spent an hour inside! :O

oh and i've been ironing clothes like mad to earn money.
my mum is giving me $0.10 per piece i iron. very little right! ):
but my mum is very nice le la. i'm not even suppose to be paid can.

now we negotiating how much she's gonna pay me for mopping the floor!
hahaha! yepp earning money for _______.

so better appreciate it! :D

oh & we're participating in ruien's competition!

some lyrics & picture competition :D
hope we win man! pleasssssssssssssseeeeeeee!

but i damn lazy to get the pictures right :X

hahaha! damnit! kicks ass!

here's one of them: lalalala! (credits: may! )

err the other two still editing. hahah! so watch this space!

hope may won't kill me! no luh, i know she won't! :D

yepp so now, it's to create two more facebook accounts

& two more hotmail accounts. in order to send in all entries.

oh & find 2 more person identities -.-

wa sa! i'm damn determined to win right! {:

tell you something man!
His words are just so amazing! :D
paiseh, very random these days! hahah!

gonna go watch twilight later with my family, cousin, cousin's bf, godma & godpa!
& i got my phone back! like after forever!

in perfect condition & with all info inside including messages!

oh & all my darling ruien's picture! thank GOD!

wheeeeeeeeee! :D

泳：失去的戀愛難以勉強
峰：開一句聲聽著情歌總可
合: 滿足一秒遐想
峰：日後留戀你的聲線
泳：恐怕未放下明日更不堪設想

峰：而我不堪設想

合：一千句　親愛的　恐怕時間到了無緣又遇上

峰：我亦無辦法得到見諒

泳：忘掉我聲音以後別惆悵

峰：沉默一刻我在惆悵

合：始終無法合唱

2008-12-01T18:52:00.057+08:00

edited {badminton hotness}

~~ehh you get well soon :D~~ (think no need le la!)
damnit! rashes breakout. whole freaking body also have!
tummy ache like mad. might as well glue my ass to the toilet bowl.
1.26am. cannot sleep. cause my body is burning & i feel like shit :X

oh did you realise it's gone! :D (err not the lyrics -.- )
i guess this time i mean it. can't believe the post affected me so much.
hahas. well it did! oh whatever! i think i even hafta thank you lor, idiot! {:

ahhh! did i mention? i think 戴阳天 is so damn cute! :D

don't feel like starting a new post. hahaha!
cause i'm into the new thing of making my post super long!
make people read until pekcheck! :D
whatever! anyway played badminton with lynette, liling & shurui today.
yaluh as usual i overslept and reached there 30mins late :X
okay, jinghiang needs a personal alarm clock man!
cause handphone alarms are useless!
i'll just switch them off and go back to sleep. haha!
anyway it was fun la! cause we stop halfway to take pictures.
don't laugh ok! i know i can't play badminton. but i'm trying!
oh and this is what happens when you use self timer : tada!
(we look spastic. haha! ehh happy i changed it leh! :D)
hahaha. after that ate macs with them before going to aranda with lynette.
she wanted to give her senior the farewell present.
BUT we eneded up playing mahjong there!
so we play until they nearly wanted to give up eating dinner!
cause no one willing to get up and go buy food.
haha. it was quite fun to play with them la! dance should have chalet too man!
oh & it rained like mad on the way home. i run still got drenched can! damnit! :X

it's december baby! {:
hahah. paiseh cause i just looked at the date.
anyway i realise i blog much much lesser compared to last time leh.
like 5 or 6 post a month. not bad right! :D
err actually is cause i lazy to blog luh! wahahah!

turns out we don't have a deadline for our ss assignment! :D
that's like so damn cool right! half the time i was just freaking myself out. damnit:X
hahaha. well the com is working again. except for the speakers.
err and some minor here and there functions.
but well, i've learnt to make do with the semi spoilt com.
cause according to my bro, things screw up everytime i touch them.
ESPECIALLY ELECTRONICS :X
so i just have to accept fate (:

okay main purpose of posting is to ask if anybody wants
private hiphop class with miss zee!
cause me, shermaine, may & jacq are desperately trying to start class.
but everybody is like in holiday mood & don't wna dance!
at first all say should be okay one. pangseh lor you all! ):
but like why?! it's miss zee u know!
anyway, anybody can come join in the fun!
you won't be disappointed cause miss zee is hot!
& we're fun people to be with! hahaha!
JOIN LA, PLEASE! YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO! :D

ahh & huiting get well soon! ♥
damn the chicken pox la! hahaha!
it's okay if you missed the concert but ur moral support was GREAT!
wahaha! & recover faster so we can make up for all our outings ok! :D
err not for that reason ure thinking! is cause i really want you to get well hor!
yepp if not we can all invade ur house la!
since we all got chicken pox before liao! someone lagger leh!
anyway, 我等着你回来~
(imagine jinghiang singing this in her spastic tone)
dang! screw lose liao la! :X

~~anyway, enjoy this song man! specially for _______ de! hahaha! {:~~
no more! changed song! too bad you missed it! :D

2008-11-29T21:52:00.016+08:00

edited {freaking pissed}

yes pissed with my bloody com & handphone!
okay la, forget about my handphone. at least i'm still able to contact people.
but both coms are dying on me. & i hafta use safe mode.
you know how freaking big e words are now!
i can even see it if i'm blind la! fck!
it's giving me a bloody headache! :X
plus it auto shuts down every 10mins.
& nobody knows where to freaking upload the ss assignment!
it's freaking due today! thanks man! :@
just when jinghiang wanted to finish her homework.
now i'm so not gonna do it cause it's NOT my fault i'm not able to do it.
okay 10 mins is almost up. i shall let the com shut down.
& throw it out of the window.

i hate electronics man!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH! hope my tv doesn't die on me too! ):

concert is finally over! :D
finally can take a break & rest well! hahah!
cause i'm losing my voice. dunno why oso cause i nvr really screamed.
hahah. anyway, jinghiang's conclusion is that LT4 sucks as a dressing room.
there are no mirrors! so how do expect us to put our own makeup?
& apparently someone hogged the only mirror, did her own makeup.
and come kp us for being not able to do it ourselves -.-
please la! our makeup ain't normal makeup ok? there's glue involved can!
whatever la, it's over. & wenqi's okay already :D
oh and LT4 has chairs all over. hafta climb up and down like mad.
especially while trying to rush to change for sway.
i've got myself 3 bruises thanks to those chairs.
next time i'm so not gonna do it at vjc again man!
what happen to their dance floors la! ):
& who's stupid idea was it to build those huge tall freaking walls!
we had to change our dance for it. even miss zee was not happy lor.
okay nvm, i've complained about it for at least 30times alrd! :X

well, all in all, i wasn't really happy with my own performance.
i could have done so much better for both dances man.
damn it, i let the nervousness get to me :X
but nether less, it's over. & i think all my girls did a great job!
okay, i love you guys loaaaaadssss!♥
& i'll miss you all till the next time i see you guys! :D

anyway, gotta thank miss zee, mrs hudd & miss noriff! we love you all!
oh & takecares of yourselves cause i know u guys haven been sleeping really well.
thank you for all your effort & we appreciate it loads! :D
& miss zee, have fun at hongkong! {:

jinghiang wants to master DDR! :D
simply cause some idiot can do it so well but i can't!
i must do it before he comes hao lian-ing to me that he makes a better dancer!
hahaha! DDR doesn't mean u can dance lor!
talk to the hand man! :P

i want my darling phone back la!
ARRGGGHHHHHHHHHHH! ):
couldn't take pictures cause of my stupid phone.
so all of them are with wenqi. will upload e rest when i have them! :D

AND FINALLY, THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING! :D
whether they're good, bad, happy or sad!

2008-11-20T22:26:00.024+08:00

edited {last words}

okay, i said i won't post.
but i'm doing this cause liling wants to see ruien's pic!
i'm always more than willing to flaunt about ruien de la!
hahahah! i love her man! :D
okay, one suggestion. don't mention ruien in front of me man.
cause i rant about her the whole day. on and on and on!
ask shermaine & may. they're sick of it already! ):
hahas. so here's the pictures: ruien is love la!

anyway tomorrow's the concert already! omg, screwed shit! :X
everywhere is aching due to pracs everyday. especially the feet! they hurt like mad!
cause i've been walking on heels and boots.
jinghiang's an idiot when it comes to this lor!
okay, though last words sound wrong. but just gotta say jiayous girls! :D
gotta do this for miss zee, mrs hudd & miss noriff!
and cause we so rock! wheeee! {:

damnit, my phone died on me! i hate this! :@
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

so tell me is this gonna last or is it just like what i'm expecting, short-lived happiness?

we're one week away from our concert! :D
well i dunno if that is suppose to be a good or bad news.
but i only know one thing which is to get it over & done with.
oh and did i mention, have loads of fun with my girls at the same time! :D
hmm, we shall try to get over this with the least damage done to our reputation ok!
and of course, not disappointing our beloved teachers! hahah!

dance tomorrow with ~~bevan~~.
i hope i oversleep till like 5pm man! damnit!
ahhh whatever, i get irritated whenever i think of sway :X

ruien's album is out out out! :D

anyway, i've concluded! my brother can be nice if he wants to. haha!
& sometimes cute. hmmm.... ignore me once again. i'm idiotic!

well jinghiang's not gna post till after the concert! cause she's lazy. haha!
but meanwhile she shall pray that everything goes well!
like everything, pleaseeeeeeee! yes, including our peace and _____.

此空虛舞池漫步跳舞小心翼翼舞步
心里有数是最后支舞就闭眼忘了呼吸的投入

2008-11-15T13:28:00.020+08:00

that says we're us again :D

yay, we have finally pulled through those torturous 3 weeks! :D
well, it's not exactly play time yet cause we're two weeks away from our concert.
which means there'll be loads of pracs! i don't mind if it's with miss zee.
but it'll irritate me if there's the presence of ~~bevan~~.
he really has a way of irritating me man! just like how he did on fri.
me, may & shermaine were boiling inside la! WTF!
somemore some ppl are just so URGGH! :X
nvm la, there's still really nice ppl around you know!
like that 2 lovey dovey couple! HAHAHAHA! {:

BEVAN WANTS TO CUT LABELS OR LOVE!
omg, ure an idiot la! are u jealous that miss zee's doing a better job or what!

friday's combined was crap!
it was total embarrassment, in front of guitar & ho! OMG!
sway is like shit, currently. & we had to do it in front of them :(
ok, i apologise for my super black face.
but just gotta let you know, it was meant for bevan!
yea, i just thought the music will be better off without the dance.

i just hope people won't fall asleep at the concert!
sorry i made u guys go man! maybe i'll provide a pillow? HAHA! :D

anyway, godma's surgery is over. & i thank GOD it went smoothly!
so shall pray for speedy recovery! (:
oh & gleneagles is such a cool hospital la! it's like a hotel can!
plasma tv with touch screen in front of each bed! :O
haha! & you know what! jinghiang's born in gleneagles!
I'M A BRANDED BABY! okay la, may's one also! :P

well, going off for dance now.
damnit, don't you just hate it when everything clashes! :@
not once, TWICE! i doubt i'll get a chance like that ever again.
& i don't know what to expect on ______.
while, i'm still happy, i guess!

i'm sending a letter to rui en's manager!
hahaha! making a small deal, big! :D

2008-11-10T23:22:00.007+08:00

jinghiang has found something to blog about :D
it's been quite some time since i've seen rui en around on tv.
but she recently starred in [by my side] with elvin ng.
though this is so gonna piss you off, but i gotta say they look cute together{:
hahas. yeah, anyway i'm so very mesmerized by her.
though i already was a long time ago, but it's just AHHHHH!
paiseh dunno how to describe.
anyway, changed blog song to 讨厌. the video posted above is the mv of this song.
heard this song before but didn't know it was from her.
yea, i'm so gonna get her new album!
waha! people she's the chiobu with character :D
oh & lynette, here's what i found on ruien's friendster: jay & rui en
haha. they are really good friends eh!
& this is jay's mv where rui en starred in: secret code
lols! ignore jinghiang, she's mad! :D

oh & the ticket sale for [harmony] still kinda sucks.
haha! but for dance, we're up to $700 plus already.
so it's quite a big jump. proud of myself eh! :D
anyway, please come man! cause it concerns my dinner!
yea, still wondering if boots, dresses & heels will work out.
but we'll see. it should be great.
just as long as some ppl f-off for good :D

sorry miss zee ):

"If you are everything to everybody, you end up being nothing to yourself." - Rui En

2008-11-02T13:31:00.011+08:00

i'm like having a movie marathon man.
i've watched movie after movie this weekend.
stopping only to watch my matches! hahah!
i guess i'm in love with my tv! :D

just to mention a few, i watched armageddon, perfect storm & recount.
natural disasters & politics. seriously mind blowing! hahah!
i think the last time i watched armageddon i remembered only the kissing part :O
ehh, but that's cause i was only 5 can!
but gotta give credit to directors who make such movies so real.
you can cry every single time you watch it.

photos from last fri :D
poster of kimi & ferrari toy car we spotted!
it's damn cool right! ignore the renault at the side though. hahaha!
& kimi is damn hot! purposely ignored ham's poster at the side! :P
anyway, last race tmr morning!
won't be able to catch it, but hope miracles happen!
i think we turned TOYS"R"US upside down! {:

on a serious note, i probably should try to do something about chinese o's.
so someone should really kick my ass to make me move! haha!
oh and till now, i still can't accept your way of loving & caring for someone.
so let's not talk about forgiving you yet, even if it's mostly my fault.
yes, i'm stubborn.

& you once said, baby you can have whatever you like.

2008-10-23T15:50:00.011+08:00

my results suck, period. so enough of those bullshit about working hard.
crap those philosophy which aren't much of a philosophy when it comes out from my mouth. i'll just achieve what i want, somehow, someday :D

i do want my toes to get well, cause i hate having to stand on one leg when i'm bathing. but i do love wearing slippers to school.
yeah, that's how i am for the past weeks.
i have no idea what i want. or maybe i do, but it's stupid.
oh whatever! maybe i just had enough of your bloody f-ing words.
cause it's turning my world upside down though it's not said to me.

oh but don't you ever think of bringing me down like this.
i hope all your teeth drop off cause ______ too damn sweet.
TOLD YOU CHOCO MINT KILLS!

2008-10-15T18:32:00.013+08:00

edited {i saw the date}

yes i saw the bloody date! thanks man :X
if i know i den don't go see lor!
now want to get it out of my brain oso cannot liao! ):

i just love the shoe! :D

yeah, jinghiang needs to do alot of reflection though.
it's about picking myself up & giving it all again.
was just meant to learn it the hard way.
wake me up when october ends, simple as that.

2008-10-12T12:55:00.017+08:00

edited { it's him again}

yes, it's him again! stupid alonso:X
he came in first again! kubica came in 2nd and kimi 3rd!
so it's still ok luh. at least it's bmw and ferrari!{:
well, massa came in 8th. that's damn sad!
but the best news is that ham came in 12th! no points for you! :P
so ferrari stands at the top of constructor's standings again! :D

& england won Kazakhstan 5-1 for world cup qualifiers.
back on track england, finally!
my blog is so becoming a soccer & fomula one update channel!
but who cares! :P
_______________________________________________________________

yay! our first comic strip production! thanks loads to lynette ok!
don't you think the choco mints look super cute! :D
hahahah! anyway, the exams are over! shout hurray, people!
yeah, we're so gonna turn the world upside down!
you have my word for that! {:

jinghiang's watching japan grand prix now, alone though ):
cause my bro went off to study at his friend's house!
always leaving me alone even before he enters army!
lols! so currently, alonso is 1st, kubica at 2nd, kimi at 3rd
massa at 12th & ham at 13th.
it's only like lap 26 & there's 5 crashes o.O
yeah but standings will change cause people at pitting!
hopefully ham stays at that spot while kimi & massa moves up! :D
go ferrari & bmw! {:

jinghiang zooms off!!
也许爱情很难公平
但是至少不能太不公平
我和你的情感是我和你事情
可不可以不要再有别人的阴影
我不是她我是我
请不要在我脸上找她的笑容

2008-09-28T22:37:00.011+08:00

edited {the emo parade}

yeah, just thought i would wanna post before heading back to biology.
i pretty much screwed up amath, chem and physics!
but still, it's down to 2 papers! jiayoussss! :D

you see, all i want is for you to smile!
能伤害我的,都是我爱的,还保护什么. ______________________________________________________________

just finished watching 2008 F1, singapore grand prix!
i'm damn pissed off. cause ferrari didn't manage to get any points!
& alonso won! wth! of all people him! :X
yeah, so mcclaren overtake ferrari in the constructor standings le!
hope next few races ferrari can take 1st & 2nd places ba! :D
oh & liverpool, chelsea & manu all won their opponents by 2-0!
quite cool eh! {:

oral was pretty good! better than expected i guess! haha!
but my chinese result sucked & i screwed up inter!
worst still, is that i can be a total idiot at times. sorry! :X
alrights, back to my amath! won't be posting till after eoys!
jiayous ppl! cya people then! :D

kimi raikkonen drives ferrari, nelsinho piquet drives renault
jenson button drives honda, nick heidfled drives bmw
try understanding if you can! :P

2008-09-18T00:11:00.018+08:00

i bet someone is damn touched i posted this picture! hahaha! :D
yeah, decided to post while i search the internet for all the dance terms.
it's driving me mad! my french sucks!
so why can't the terms be in english or something! :X
grand assemblé en tournant, petit battement sur le cou-de-pied, rond de jambe à terre!
beat that man! that's like 3 out of hundreds of terms!
what's worst is that the terms are not even pronounced like the way they look! ):
anyway, attended classes for 4 consecutive days. nah, not grumbling!
but i just hope my exam can be next week or something!
you never know how much one practice can help!
oh yeah & my infected toe healed! but bad news is my arch hurts! & miss pang keeps saying that my demi point is not high enough! ohman, you know i really hate it when i dissapoint her!
okay, enough! just dance, pray & hope for the best! :D

yeah, it's 12.35 am! i miss my bolster already! {:
GET WELL SOON HUITING! ♥
shall post another song! waha!
did i mention i'm mad? HAHAHAH! ~

a whole new world

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me now when did you last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes, take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world, a new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go, or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world, a dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here, it's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights, indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world, don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star, I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world, every turn is a surprise
With new horizons to pursue, every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere, there's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world, that's where we'll be
A thrilling chase, a wondrous place
For you and me

2008-09-12T17:18:00.015+08:00

get well soon, my darling toe! :D (ain't elmo super cute in the picture!)

that reminds me, tooty you never send me the happily together picture! ):
okay, back to the topic! yes, my toe better recover before next friday ok! i'll try my best to treat you very well! hahaha! that reminds me!

major exam officially a week away! :X
jiayous jinghiang, no regrets! (:

yeah, suppose to be in school now celebrating mooncake festival!
but i've got class later so i came home first! hahaha!
so thought i'll just post before leaving!
today's attendance for dance was like shit! 13 people -.-
i wonder where all the sec 2s went to man!
but nvm, me & shermaine had fun with the assessment! {:

oh & sorry if i have to say this: FUCK OFF!
yeah, i pretty much get the fact that you don't really like seeing me around.
it's no longer like what it seems. yeah, so keep ur bullshit to urself!

& do whatever you want. just piss off!

but whether i'm a bitch is not up to you to decide!

thanks alot & goodbye! [:

下雨天

下雨天了怎麼辦我好想你
我不敢打給你我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音變得好熟悉
沈默的場景做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

nice song right!
okay, hope you guys have fun at the festival! :D

2008-09-06T14:23:00.017+08:00

wedding's are seriously damn touching! :D

yeah, attended my godsis's wedding yesterday at sentosa! how cool is that!

drowned myself with practically 10 glasses of coke. haha!
practically a day in my life where i listened to the most number of love songs {:

okay, here's wishing my godsis a happy marriage! :D

will post the other pictures when i get them.

okay, that's if i even get them! :D

because you loved me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

2008-09-02T21:16:00.006+08:00

edited {addition of photos}

i've got a tan! {:
how cool is that right! YESSSS! dream come true!
but my skin is kinda hurting quite badly now. and it's kinda hot!
oh but my legs didn't get the tan! only my face & shoulder blades! :X
stupid sun! nvm, shall go sit under the sun and read tmr! confirm get better tan!
:D

anyway, today was funnnnn at sentosa! :D
couldn't go into the sea cause i obviously forgot my fbt! ):
& plus i was wearing my white shorts! my mum will kill me!
hahahaha! but later went on to take pictures arnd sentosa.
saw those 4 tourist taking pictures! haha!
we saw them at least 3 times i think, figuring out how to put flash!
then we told them to board the tram, only to realise go wrong place!
hahaha! they want to go see dolphins!
cute.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITING! ♥
thanks for ur super sweet birthday wish!
love alwayssssss! maybe all dreams come true! :D
happy birthday to you!
you were born in the zoo!
you look like a bamboo!
& smell like one too! :D

2008-08-31T11:09:00.014+08:00

wheeee! it's finally the holidays! :D

err, though it's not gonna be much of a holiday.

but i'm glad i finally have time to catch up in terms of school work & classes!

exam in 3 weeks! & i barely know the routine & stuff.

i know miss pang is quite disappointed. but i'm really trying my best le! ):

oh ya! & shermaine, you can always came join crestar!!

classes will be much more noisy! {:

yea, dunno if i'll have the perseverance to bring myself to study.

but heck luh, at least i have the thought for the start! hahaha!

ok luh, that was rubbish! no such excuses, jinghiang!

ohhh! & one more thing.

if you stupid assholes sitting in front there, can't keep ur bloody discouraging comments to urself! i make sure i send you on stage to dance naked!

ps: the picture doesn't mean i'm emo! i just like the picture & tooty sent it to me!

so i appreciate it alot! :D yeah & i'm not emo, for heaven's sake!

OKAY! ENVELOPED IN HAPPINESS!

i finally learnt to say; whatever will be will be! :D

2008-08-25T20:26:00.004+08:00

i'm back! :D
haha! it's been a week plus since i last blogged.
don't worry luh, i'm not dead!
just that i haven't been able to use the com so easily these days ):

anyway, my immune system seriously is getting weaker. damn it!
i never got sick so often :X
& i don't know who the hell cursed me or what happened.
i get sick every weekend! :X
i feel freaking cold & yet my body is burning like mad. wow! thanks man body!
i'm probably having jacob's body temperature! :D

ok, anyway sat was fun!
i actually just wanted to post a picture & end off the post.
but someone made my life more difficult, by forbidding me to do it!
{scarlet} was a pretty good play luh. just that some things they do on stage is seriously weird. & bird, i seriously hope you get admitted into tan tock seng hospital for that reason.

ok, i'm off to sleep! desperately need my rest now!
love you guysssss! {:

2008-08-13T19:12:00.027+08:00

edited/.
Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop

I play it off but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin.
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it but it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

yeah, just exploring around & being random! :D
anyway, i'm dead tired. i seriously need to sleep. lack of sleep sia! ever since that bloody day-.-
but i'm still super high spiritually. ROFL!
i kinda only produce rubbish from my mouth & brain nowadays. but who cares! (:
i so damn pissed off that i screwed up chem test luh!
i studied till 12am ok! :X
ok nvm! i'm a very positive girl now! :}
credits to you, for making me fall real hard & learning to pick myself up.

oh & for your info, i really hate it when you guys probe into my life.
yeah, i'll kill you for it. & i'm bloody serious.

JINGHIANG MUST BE MEEK!

2008-08-03T16:43:00.006+08:00

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

yeah, i nearly thought i would lose it yesterday.
but thank GOD, i managed to pull myself back together before the performance.
cause i heard this song [jesus take the wheel] & somehow, it spurred me on.
how could you? why of all people her? but nvm, it made me see what's best for me.
anyway, yesterday was a superrr long day! & i'm super dead tired now.
my arms, back & legs are all hurting like madddd now! :X

so after 2.4km yesterday, i went off with May to her home.
bathed & washed up before heading back to school. cookie is so damn cute! (:
2.4km was not bad luh. at least considering my performance last year! :D
Shermaine & Jacqueline can both go die! both run so fast -.-
it was only when we were back at school that i knew bevan was coming down.
i so totally wanted to pack up & head home when i heard that news luh.
anyway, he's not a bastard. cause that'll be an insult to all bastards on the earth(:
but i still went for the girls, mrs hudd & miss noriff! :D
so we did make-up & head off to woodlands. we had rehearsals there.
talked to the teachers backstage. & i really thank them for standing by me!
i know it was hard for them too. BUT DAMN YOU BEVAN!
shout at all of us, but not at the teachers ok!
yeah, maybe after all, i shouldn't give a damn about bevan.
i love dance & i'm not gonna let him change that fact.
some things happened during the performance, but we still did great!
oh & how we all hugged mrs hudd backstage! dancers privilege!
$300 into our pockets, hopefully! :D :D

oh & ZHENGJUN GET WELL SOON!
you don't need to feel bad about anything! :D

so after the whole thing, my parents gave may & shermaine a lift home.
these 2 are seriously mad! shermen (shermaine) is officially my boyfriend! :D
i love you ALL dancers! ♥ there's still alot more pictures. including alot of unglam ones zhengjun took with my phone. HAHAHAH! for self indulgence! :D
oh & the only one me, sher & may took was too blur ):

i wish it was back to where it was still you & me}

2008-07-30T18:55:00.012+08:00

BEVAN, YOU BLOODY WATCH OUT.
i see you want to take things personal now huh?
fine, i'm more than willing to play along.
but can you bloody use your pig brain to think!
we all bloody hate you. & you should jolly well know that.
just cause i show it very clearly that i hate u, you have to pull me out of e dance?
just cause i'm the president & i'm suppose to show you respect?
look at me man! do i look like i care?
you should learn how to show US respect first.
yeah, i know it's wrong to kp you. but hello, we are ALL kping you.
go ahead & kick me out of every single item. you'll be the one that will regret.
i don't mind not dancing, really. in fact i thank GOD!
it's just what's e point of attending every single practice for the past 3 months?
you are such an unfair bastard. it's just 2 bloody days away to the performance.
fine, you won't see my face on sat. & both of us will be very happy! :D
the only reason i'll go, is cause of my girls. but that is IF I GO.
fuck off!

& poff! everything i ever had are all gone.
it's just me now.

I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
Incomplete

2008-07-27T01:14:00.003+08:00

MY BROTHER CAN BE SUCH AN ASSHOLE!
ha! what a cool why to start the post right!
he is seriously getting on my nerves.
i only want to use the com like once a bloody week!
& you play the same game everyday! helloo!
how can you limit me to like half an hour? wth! might as well don't let me use right!
now i'm up, ~~late at night~~ early in the morning to bloody blog about you.
be honoured!

okay, on a lighter note. i received another of elisa's email!
that funny girl wants to name me jo! like wth right!
for a second i thought she sent the wrong email when it started off with hi jo!
hahas. but i'm so sticking with jinghiang, though i'm glad she didn't think of jinx!
cause i'm definitely sure i won't react when u call me jo de lor.
anyway, i shall go look up the bible now to reply her mail!
& of course, to give me more spiritual support! :D

anyway, yesterday had full dress down at woodlands! :O
super far right! haha! but i slept on the bus, so it was pretty fine.
i was super unglam when i was sleeping. i had my legs up on the table! haha!
fyi, the tables are our props luh! :P
so it was kinda slack actually. we only did a few run through.
the stage is freaking small! :@
it seems like it's shrinking day by day luh!
so we spent the time eating. crunchie & chips! (:
oh & we started talking to mrs hudd about pregnancy.
cause obviously, my juniors wanna have a baby!
& i loved the bus we took on our way back!
you know those kind of celebrities mini bus. white colour with black windows!
& there's a big tv inside! THIS IS CALLED BIG SHOT!
returned back to school around 7plus. & mrs hudd asked two ncc guys helped us with the table & i thought they were cute! actually, more of funny luh! :P
me & may went mad over mr hudd again! he's seriously charming man!
oh & i just realised, i won't be able to see miss zee for one month plus! ):

then had class today! :D
i thought was pretty good. but i nearly died doing pirouettes!
until now, my world is still spinning! hahah!
one more month to go! JIAYOUS!
i seriously love miss pang! (:

& by the way, i really hate it when you do that.
what's wrong with you?

It must have been love but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love but it's over now

I'm weak, It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

2008-07-23T22:29:00.005+08:00

hello bevan! :D
if you just so happen pop by here, i would love to tell you fuck off!
i knew today would turn out like that. what's wrong with ur brain?
it happened a bloody week ago & here u are roaring at us.
& you still have the cheek to come tell us that you don't bear grudges? HUH!!
don't you walk in & start banging the mirror. shouting at us as if we're ur dogs.
watch YOUR attitude bastard. walao!
you want to come see us on friday right!
come luh! i make sure you go home crying.
you'll be impressed how much we are willing to cooperate with miss zee.
learn from her can please!
yeah, enough of you man. ure getting my all worked up.
i'm just glad mrs hudd seems alright! hopefully she really is! :/
& yepp, she & miss noriff are seriously cute dancing can! haha!
so this is the surprise huh! SO SURPRISING! :P

yepp, off to study physics :X
ohhh! & i passed my amath. i know i'm super laggg. but hey! thank GOD!
cause i swear i wasn't meant to pass! [=

I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

2008-07-18T23:39:00.009+08:00

YAYYYYYY! :D
i'm currently blogging using huiting's lappy! & i tell you i love lapppyyyys!
therefore, i'm so gonna do well for my end of years.
then demand a lappy from my mum! {:
okay, i'm freaking high now. must calm down :X

i seriously just love miss zee! ♥
dance today was great!
can you believe we finished at leas 6 eights of our syf item!
this is what we call efficiency! hahas.
i think i'll pon all practices when miss zee goes abroad.
it'll be super boring luh, trust me.
& who bloody cares if you're pissed off with us.
just get ur money & shut the ~~fuck~~ up!
BASTARD! seriously hate you to the core.
& i'm so sorry that we disappointed mrs hudd. ARGGHHH! :/

so after dance, went off for dinner with huiting & her parents.
it was super nice! hahas. & we saw a dead corpse on the road. wth!
then went to a showroom.
cause huiting's getting her room renovated! how cool is that! :D
after many hours, we managed to get a whole outline.
i'm so looking forward to see how it turns out!
she has a platform luh. jealous can! ):

okay, so now i'm back here in her home.
patiently waiting for her to finish her compo.
maybe after doing this post, i shall go off to read new moon! :D
ohman, huiting wants me to say i love her -.-
hahaha! yeah, despite all the fun, i still hated what i saw today.

如果你要離開我我想我不會太難過
也許有一點點難過至少不會在你的面前難過 Leave me alone
如果你要離開我請別到最後一刻才告訴我 Leave me alone

edited/.
we just finished watching resident evil 1 & 2! OMG!
it's so nice i wanna watch the 3rd! :D
& i'm so in love with alice! she is so damn hot luh! AHHHHHH! :D
anyway, huiting's home movie theatre is so damn cool too.
hahaha! alrights! zooming off nowwwwwwwww!

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

She’s like so whatever
And you could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!

hahaha! we had a great time laughing about this song.
well, at least i did.

2008-07-17T20:25:00.005+08:00

RAINBOWS ARE COLOURFUL! :D
according to elisa. haha! though the title had no link to the email. funny girl!
anyway, tuition got cancelled! so i got to use the com, like after a whole week :X
yeah, but i'm surviving perfectly fine without my com! :D

so i've been studying. attending all classes!
slowly catching up on both dance & school's syllabus!
how cool is that, right! :D

i am so in love with twilight & the whole series! ♥
i want EDWARD CULLEN as a boyfriend! haha!
he is just so damn HOT!
& how he flirts with bella. OMG! who can resist luh!

they're all bastards. you are the only asshole.

忘记了世界这分钟跌进了这爱的裂缝
燃亮烛光祗管相拥
来佔据了这晚星空捉紧一刹那的认同
如梦的将来尽管一点不懂

完全明白是放纵但是祗得这刻可相信
未来又怕会终于都扑空

你叫我最快乐你也叫我最心痛
爱在迷惘中你叫我最渴望
却也叫我猜不中谁可以这样折衷

曾与你爱过却匆匆过去己有太多类同
谁在心中怎猜得准
能跌进这晚爱火中彷彿一切已经共同
仍是不敢祈求热恋多一分钟

2008-07-12T23:57:00.007+08:00

Ghost of you & me
though i didn't want to blog but i still decided to.
it beats staring at msn & watching myself getting mad at everything on this world.
yepp, but i'm much calmer now. thanks to my cool bath.
& of course, through loads of praying! haha!
i know this is so gonna sound stupid, but i freaking want to dance now.
i want to dance till i drop dead. maybe i should huh?
please, i'm not suicidal. thankyou.
so you bloody idiot, don't go ratting on me!

went down with the girls for auditions at clementi this morning.
damn, it's farrrrr. haha! :X
only the 5 of us went, cause May decided to stay home & sleep. smart!
decided to drop out cause i know i cannot act.
so i hung around while waiting for them.
nahh, i don't regret my decision. i still get to dance what!
just hope you girls get the role you want eh! jiayous! ♥

i didn't mean to fall in love with you.
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
And we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

it was awesome but we lost it}

2008-07-10T18:00:00.006+08:00

tonight i've fallen & i can't get up.

finally i get to lay my hands on the computer!
yeah, that's cause i whacked my brother into a lump! :D
well, that past few days have been really chaotic.
especially things between me & my parents.
till now, i'm still upset about how unfair things can turn out.
but i think i'm learning to accept things just the way God has planned them for me.
one fine day, i'll be there with you guys, with nothing to fear & nothing to hide.
they will understand one day. i believe they will.

dinner with huiting yesterday was really funnn! :D
her parents are so super nice to be with luh! they're so nice to me, like duh!
we're talking about JINGHIANG here! haha!
& huiting so totally scammed me into the bird & transparent floor joke luh.
i do not enjoy bird watching! i'm more interested in the bird owner! :D
eh whatever! hahas! i'm looking forward to next thurs, fri, sat & sun!
WAHAHAHA! (:

so i must screw up my auditions!
please lor, no more poems ok! my name is copyrighted from now on!

i totally wanna bash heartless bastard up.

ARGGGGHH! :X

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

2008-07-04T21:51:00.005+08:00

project aborted!
throwing away every single ~~fucking~~ thing in that bottle.

forget everything we ever had.
bye to your number, your messages, your words & you.